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IM SO PISSED I COULD SHIT!

Sun Nov 16, 2008, 11:35 AM

this sucks!
D: I need to go out and do more things! Because im 14 and what have i done with my life?! NOTHING! DX Im going to DIE soon!
(or at least grow up pretty soon)
AND I DON'T WANT TOOO!~ I need to do childish things while I still can before I have to work and pay bills and do stupid adult things like sex and drugs!!!!!! ;o; WAAAAH! *has been freaking out about this all week actually*
I don't wanna grow up! I don't wanna grow up! WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU PETER PAN?! I can be cool like Wendy too! YOU WHORE! ;O; Come adn get meeee~
.............
*runs off and does child things like playing dress up with the cats and building houses out of.....um.....refrigerator boxes!* YES! MUST DRESS CAT UP IN ISABELLA'S DOLL DRESSES! DX<
brb D:<

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Mood: Mortified
Listening to: Alice DJ
Reading: The Nutrition Facts on my Cracker Jack;s box
Watching: My life pass me by on my clock (1:34)
Playing: Dress up : D
Eating: Cracker Jacks
Drinking: This 1 time I filled a bottle up with my spit ;D

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~Dreadelion Nov 16, 2008, 12:08:33 PM

chill, it won't be so bad.
AND YOU'RE FUCKING FOURTEEN.
It's 4 more long years before you're 18.
and THAT'S when life begins.

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_{barbecue bananas}

~shizuko-chan Nov 16, 2008, 2:33:09 PM

but but but but btu btu but butbutb butbutbubtubtutb butbtb ubtubtu bb ut but butb utb buubtb utubtu bbtub but butb butubbutbu tbu btubtutbtbutbut tbtubt EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE I KNOW IS GONNA ONE DAY BE GONE! ;O; THATS DEPRESSING. I ALWAYS REALLY THOUGHT THAT IT WONT HAPPEN FOR LONG. BUT ITS CLOSER THAN YOU WOULD THINK. T______T

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"Brick, where'd you get a hand grenade?" "I DONT KNOW!"

~myasina Nov 16, 2008, 8:57:30 PM

Well, good luck finding stuff to do.

I, for one, can't wait to grow up. My independence is so close I can taste it.

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_{if my Life is like an island
where does this ocean go to?}

~Dreadelion Nov 17, 2008, 5:35:01 AM

live in the moment.
What're you gonna do with your life if you keep worrying of the future.
You'll never know what happens, so don't think about it.

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_{barbecue bananas}

~shizuko-chan Nov 17, 2008, 1:40:18 PM

lol. I WILL FIND SHIT LOADS OF STUFF TO DO! >

DATEBAYO!!

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"Brick, where'd you get a hand grenade?" "I DONT KNOW!"

~shizuko-chan Nov 17, 2008, 1:43:35 PM

I tryed.
Its just one day I started to really imagine whast gonna happen. and i wish I could just do things all the time forever. Im limited to everything. when i turn 50, im going to haveto start perparing for the end of my life. and im scared

Im scared to death of growing up right now.

Im not going to worry forever about this. I just want some time to think about and get ready for it.
I dont want it all to hit me the day that it happens.
This shouldn't last for very long. :]
Im going to be back up on my feet acting crazy and doing everything i possibly can before my life ends.
Just like my dreasm told me too.

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"Brick, where'd you get a hand grenade?" "I DONT KNOW!"

~Dreadelion Nov 18, 2008, 5:36:30 AM

you don't have to prepare really anything in your life especially not your death. I think it's best if you've been active and happy in your life and when you really are dying, you can say that you don't regret.

but if what you think is only momentary, good.

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_{barbecue bananas}